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brother, someone I couldn't make out, and I were
standing outside my car talking. To the right of
the car were some apartments... which, I was to
understand, we lived in. The road which ran next
to the apartments was a fairly large and busy
street, but had slowed as it was late in the
evening and most people were home by now. As we were talking, a car pulled up
behind us and parked. A black lady got out with
her two kids [one about 6-8 and the other about
10-12 years old]. They were returning from
grocery shopping and also lived in the
apartments.
They all grabbed bags to take
into the apartments. There was a six pack of
juice sitting on the front hood of the driver's
side, so the older girl walked around the car to
get it. Instead of taking the pack, she removed
one bottle to cary in... leaving the rest on the
hood. As she picked up the one bottle, a car came
speeding down the road and hit her....
...now, this didn't happen as
it would in real life... instead, it was as
though a bomb went off on the child and she
exploded. The mother grabbed the younger girl and
hid her face. We were all shocked and my brother
and the other person rushed the surviving little
girl into the apartments to call the police. I
stayed with the mother who, now that I'm thinking
about it, didn't exactly act as a parent in that
situation would. She accepted what happened...
was definitely upset, but never even cried. I
told her I'd give my statement when the police
came... and the dream ended.
There was a long pause where I
didn't dream... then everything started again...
from the beginning. The three of us were talking
outside my car at the apartment. The lady drove
up and parked. I didn't know I was dreaming... it
was more like a very strange case of déjà-vous.
As the girl was walking around
the front of the car to get the juice, I knew I
couldn't let the accident happen again. I ran and
dove for the girl but the dream jumped and,
instead of grabbing the older girl, I held the
younger one in my arms as the car slammed into
her sister.
Again, body parts went flying.
I held the younger girl so she wouldn't see what
was happening. We rushed her inside and I was
again left outside with the mother to wait for
the police... and the dream ended.
There was another dream which
took part here... and I really wish I could
remember it. All I can remember is that it had my
brother and I in it... but it took place in a
completely different setting.
When that dream ended, there
was a pause... and then the former dream started
up again. Once more, we were all standing next to
my car talking and the lady drove up behind me
and parked. As they were getting out of the car
and gathering the groceries, I knew what was
happening. I would continue to relive these few
minutes until I was able to save that girl... a
morbid play on the "Groundhog's Day"
theme [I haven't seen or thought of that movie in
years].
The girl was walking towards
the car to get the juice when I ran up and
grabbed her arm to hold her back. She stopped
just as the car sped by... and the dream ended.
I woke up here and should have
written everything down right then because I
could still remember the other dream that started
between this one... but I was so tired that I
turned over and went back to sleep....
...and began to dream again
however, I can't remember any of this dream
except I walked over to my whiteboard and was
going to erase parts of my shopping list that I
had already bought. Instead of erasing single
lines, I wiped the entire board, erasing friend's
phone numbers and the rest of the list I still
needed to get. I realized what I did and remember
thinking "oops" but then finished
erasing the board. I didn't have any of the
numbers or list memorized.
I actually thought I had done
this until waking up later and seeing the list
and numbers still on the board.
In the last dream of the night,
there was a prison compound in the middle of a
desert. The compound itself had many houses, and
was surrounded by a metal fence. The desert was
all flat sand, except for tall ridges of
dangerous rocks that ran in lines here and
there... natural formations. Where there was a
break in the rock, metal fencing had been added
to act as a second barrier. These formations were
a few hundred yards away and surrounded the
compound on all sides but one [I'll call this
side north]. Instead, in this place, the rocks
curved off to the west and formed an open, sandy
valley. The rock/fence boundary followed the
valley for as far as the eye could see. All the
houses faced in the direction of the opening.
Throughout the dream, I never
saw a prison guard... though I knew they were
there. Dream history told me that, every time I
had tried to escape, a guard had chased me down
and brought me back.
There was a rumor of a way to
escape somewhere in the valley passage, so the
prisoners divided into two groups. The first
group would go look for this break in the outside
fence, the second group would stay behind. I was
not a part of either group, though I was more
comfortable with the members of the second group.
The first group would leave for
days at a time and return with no progress...
covered in dust... exhausted. They did this over
and over and over... never giving up. Apparently,
getting through the first fence was no
problem....
The leader of the second group
[an American Indian] took me aside one day, while
the first group was gone. We walked to the inner
compound fence and he pointed out at the rock
formations to the west. I looked and noticed
there was a place where the metal fence joined
with the rock... it was just low enough... escape
would be possible there. I suddenly looked down
the line of rock and metal... there were many
places like that! Why was the first group
traveling for days down the valley passage when
there were a handful of escape routes not more
than a few hundred yards away?
The second group had decided
they would try to escape on their own, and that I
could come with them. He pointed out that, it
wasn't escape which would be difficult... it
would be crossing the desert that was
dangerous... exposure to the elements... no
food... no water.... We decided to pack that day
and leave just before dusk... that way, we'd have
light to climb the rock, and all night to travel
before the heat overtook us.
This is where it started
getting just plain weird. There were about 20-30
people packing supplies for our escape in a large
garage. At the back, was a cutout in the wall
where someone in the kitchen could serve drinks,
etc. for parties... like a bar.
Somehow, the first group found
out our plans and returned late that afternoon.
The leader of that group was furious... but not
at the second group... at me. He stomped up to me
and pushed me through the door leading into the
house and then into the kitchen. They were
thirsty. He handed me a can of frozen concentrate
juice and told me to make it for his group.
I opened the can and poured it
into a small pitcher... but realized it was too
small to add the cans of water. I searched for a
larger pitcher, but every one in the kitchen had
something on it that would make it leak fluids...
they had strainer holes in the bottom or
decorational holes or something that would make
it unusable. Meanwhile, the leader of the first
group was getting angry at me for taking so long
and, as soon as I'd thought I found a pitcher and
pour the juice and some water into it, I'd see
more holes and it would spill all over me.
The dream jumped here and got
even more bizarre. In another house on the
compound, two kids ran into a kitchen [different
setup than the one I was in] and yelled for their
mother to hide in a large stew pot on the
stove... she was being chased by one of the
members from the first group. The mother ran into
the kitchen, her skin charcoal grey, and jumped
into the air... morphed into liquid black tar,
and landed in the stew pot. The little boy turned
on the burner just as the man chasing her
arrived. He yelled at the kids for a while and
finally left.
The tar started bubbling over
the pot and turned molten red. It flowed onto the
top of the stove and the boy walked towards it
but, instead of bumping into it, he walked
through the stove and stood next to the pot. The
girl was afraid and didn't want her younger
brother to get scalded by the hot tar... but the
boy wasn't harmed... just covered in tar from his
head to his shoulders [since the rest of his body
was beneath the stove top].
...and the phone rang and woke
me up.
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