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was to be an execution by beheading. Everything
would take place in a school gym. This was to be
a busy program and my step-father was the program
manager. I was an assistant in helping set up the
mics, laying and taping wires, setting up chairs,
etc. The audience was to sit in foldout chairs on
the gym floor. They faced a decent sized stage
where the performers would stand. Behind the
performers, in the middle of a raised section of
the stage, was a tub-like thing where the
condemned man would be. It was not lit there and
the audience wouldn't see him until it was time. The dream jumped and the auditorium was
filled with people. The program had begun and the
man was sitting in the stone tub facing the
audience. I was sitting behind the man, in the
tub, holding his shoulders. It was my job to make
sure he stayed put. As long as I held his
shoulders, he couldn't escape.
A group got up and started
singing. The man hated them and he whispered,
"Make them stop!" He was getting
anxious. My step-father and I had worked out hand
signals just for this occasion and I signaled for
him to skip to the next thing on the program. The
music stopped, the singers left the stage, and
the next group started their thing... and the man
calmed down.
The dream jumped to a flashback
of when I was around six years old. I had been
brought to see an execution in that same gym, but
I didn't want to see it. I was standing in the
back by a side door with a grown-up [I think my
mother] and was tricked into turning around just
as the person was killed.
I noticed that I had long,
black hair and that didn't seem right [cause, in
waking life, I don't]. The dream showed me that,
as I sat with the man on stage, I had short black
hair... that seemed to make sense and the dream
continued.
The man seemed to know what had
happened and felt sorry I had to see an execution
when I was so little. He didn't seem to be the
type who would murder and I suddenly realized
that this man would soon be an empty corpse...
life extinguished... just like that. It didn't
feel right. The dream assured me that he had
readily confessed to murder during his trial and
that, if I let go of his shoulders, he would kill
me as well.
He started getting anxious
again and tried to stretch out of my grasp. I
held onto him and he soon calmed back down. I
rubbed his shoulders and he was shocked.
"Why are you doing this?" I don't
remember my answer... but it was something to do
with the idea that even condemned men should have
compassion shown them... or... something.... He
appreciated it and was soon much calmer.
The dream jumped again and I
was standing by the back side door of the gym,
which led to a hallway. It was time for the
beheading and I didn't want to see it... but the
dream jumped as I tried to leave the gym, forcing
me to watch. The tub was gone and, in it's place,
was a guillotine. They laid him face up and the
blade came down. He was dead.
I felt sick and walked into the
hallway... where I saw a priest. He had found the
man's wallet and intended to keep it. The wallet
was identical to the one I have in waking life.
He noticed me and opened the wallet to show me
what was inside. He took out and handed me a
health insurance card and a business card for a
music store... both of which were from the UK. I
realized I already had the business card and told
the priest so. He held out the insurance card.
"At least take this." I was angry at
him for taking the man's things. "Why would
I want a British insurance card that belonged to
a dead man?" I walked away.
The dream jumped and I found
myself in the gym again. The chairs had been
cleared away and I was in a floor hockey game. My
brother, me, a girl, and someone else were
playing against each other and, at the end of the
game, I would be executed.
The dream jumped and, instead
of me, my brother would be executed by electric
chair. As the game progressed, every now and
then, the dream would jump and a brown bear would
appear. We'd have to quickly climb up a wall that
ran along the edge of the gym to get out of the
way. This bear couldn't climb and would stand
there growling at us for a while and then
disappear so we could continue the game. The wall
was wooden and, in places, had cracks in the
boards. Sometimes honey would seep out and the
bear would become occupied with that.
There was a platform next to
the stage where the players could rest during the
game. I climbed up to let my brother know it was
the last play of the game. He was smoking with
the female player and his eyes were wattering...
he didn't want to die. He had quit smoking for
months... but what's one more when he's about to
be killed anyway? We hugged and I couldn't let
him go... I couldn't let him become the same
lifeless corpse as the other man... and by
electric chair? No. We kept hugging... tightly.
End.
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